I'm either going to walk away from xanga and forget I ever had one.. or.. I am going to start a new one. If I choose the latter I will message the link to those who I want to have it. Those will be the only people to have it, so do not ask for it.

 If I choose the former then I may decide to use another site to place the next chapter of my life in or I may simply share it with a few close friends as I live it out.

Why? Because I need change once in a while and everything else around me is changing.. so I think the chapter of my life that this Xanga represents is coming to and end. That being so, This Xanga must also come to an end.

No matter which I choose, I will share more than I have with this xanga and I will be completly honest and stop hiding away what I'm truly thinking or feeling. I will probably put up some of my poetry and sections from some of my short stories that reflect my emotions or thoughts at the time it was written.

Also with the closing of this chapter I have to say good-bye to some of the people and things I have known through out it. I must let go. I'm sorry if this hurts anyone at all.. I won't name people, but you will know because it will hurt you as much as me. It's is time, though, to go our seperate ways and take our different paths. Each of you have your lives to live and I have mine. So with the closing of this chapter I wish you well. I pray that God watch over you and keep you safe and that you always turn to Him. I hope that if He is not already, God becomes first in your lives and you learn to follow His guidance and  to hear and accept his answers to your prayers, be they what you want or not.

Thank you for being with me through this chapter of my life. I may forget your names and faces.. I may forget how I met you and who you are.. but I will never forget all you've done for me and all you've taught me.

One day, we will meet again in Paradise. We'll smile and greet each other with tight embraces and then walk together to meet the King. Until then.. this is, as I said, the closing of a this chapter and painful, but nessecary good-bye.

God Be With you and May He bless you all greatly through out Life,

Kendra

Okay, I'm weeding out my Fiction Press account. One of my completed stories is coming down soon. If you wish to read it do so quickly and please leave a helpful review. Not something like oh, great job keep up the good work. I expect heavy and honest critique on all my stories. If you see any way the story could be improved, point it out.  

The story I started my Fiction Press account with and have not updated since will either come down or have the next chapter added with in two- three weeks depending on the amount of good reviews received between now and then.

All of my poetry has been removed from Fiction Press. From now on any poetry I write will go up on Deviant Art if I feel the need to post it somewhere.

I have one song on Fiction Press that will come down and be transfered to DA soon.

Everything Else that is up will be updated soon. Please be patient with me. I'm doing my best to get my account back up and running.

Now,  my account information for both Fiction Press and Deviant Art:

Fiction Press (www.fictionpress.com)

Pen name: Torah Wolfe

Profile URL: http://www.fictionpress.com/u/397060/ 

  or            http://www.fictionpress.com/~torahwolfe

User ID #:   397060

*Please read the Profile for information on what is happening to each story.*

Deviant Art (www.deviantart.com)

Username: Reakeda

Profile URL: http://reakeda.deviantart.com/

Okay, so if anyone still reads this and gets the chance to.. Please check out my Fiction Press and Deviant Art accounts. Leave some comments and reviews. Thanks yall.

God Bless yas,

Kendra

Okay.. so Life sucks.

Anyways. I've been playing with my music and layout of the last couple days. I think I finally decided on my new layout and I put a player on the site so you can choose the song or choose to stop the music if you wish. Tell me what you think.

Someone asked me today how I feel about myself.. like self image and I was shocked to find that I didn't have an honest answer. I don't know what I think of myself. Is it possible for one to simply not have a self image at all? or perhaps maybe I don't know because I don't want to know? Something to think about.

Well.. there's an update. Later. God Bless yall

Kendra

Currently Listening Stories & Songs By Mark Schultz He will Carry Me see related

Hey! Guess what! I know it's been forever.. but I'm still alive!!! Well aside from that.. there's not really much to say. Just.. thought it was time to update even with nothing to say. yep. so God Bless yall.

Kendra

Currently Reading DragonQuest : A Novel By Donita K. Paul see related

Okay.. so I officially 'graduated' Physical Therapy last friday. Went swimming all weekend. Um.. The storms last night were awesome. We got a new dog yesterday.

We went to this animal shelter.. I won't go into details or it'll be so long that no one wants to read. Scotty, I told you! :P Let's just say, It was horrid.. and makes you wish we lived in a city that has animal cops.

mm.. that's about it for your update! I go home this weekend! God Bless yall

Torah